It's me again Lord

Lord, you are putting such a stir in me again. I am so forever thankful. I am kinda taking a beating from some people about some of my postings, but the way I feel now is just the way I have felt awhile back ago. It's just my friends that I have now don't know that side of me because I have hidden it for so very long. It feels so good to be reading, searching, digging and studying your word again. It isn't that I want to be like the revivalists of long ago, but I yearn to have a heart like that. Completely sold out to you. But Father I know that there is a price to pay for that, and I know I have so far to go but I also know you are with me each step of the way. Be with me tomorrow when I get my spinal, thank you for giving me the strength to go without my medicines, I pray the day will come that I don't have to have the injections either. I love you Father, goodnight